Going Back to Self

I sit here pondering my existence,

Sick of the same thoughts and feelings that I subject myself to over and over again.

Is there ever a point where you feel like you are just done?

Done with the games, the endless cycles, the old realities.

Done with always hiding away or showcasing yourself as something you are not.

Done with living a life filled with masks, false happiness and a reality disconnected from who we truly are.

Stuck in the programs of a society that is nothing but a trap... an illusion.

I feel there comes a moment where it's time to put down the remote and start coming back to who we truly are.

That Love that we always were, Ourselves that never left, Our hearts that never died, Our souls that never broke.

We are ready and able to come back and forgive ourselves for the hurt, for the pain.

Love never left...

Shedding the tears from the past, I put down the remote... Exit the game.

Commit to a presence in self that I never lost, just temporarily forgot.

I open myself up to a place of Oneness and awareness in self.

I begin to love again...

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